It had been 4 years I did not open this blog. I want to write again to share my life, to write what happening in my life. What already happen to me. What is my thought.
I am interest in writing now, just because of my wife. Oh yess, I was married now. Last year on august thirteenth 2016. Now, I still live here, the same place where I started wariting this blogg.
Oh sorry. I will continue to tell why I write now.
My wife is sleeping right now. Outside is raining. The rain have been starting from 12 o'clock this noon. The clock now in 22.48
I am watching tv wright now. It is Indiana Jones. I love watching. My wife always sleep around eight. She sleeps a lot any way.
In married I learn so much. Realy realy very many thing. Learn how to listen somebody, to to takecare, to be not angry, eventhough it was not my fault, I have to apology first. There are so many thing to learn about life. How to apology, gratitude, regret, to held your feeling totoalways be always strong, to be patien, to work a lot, pay more bill.
All the right can be wrong. But all this will be alright when I see herface in deepsleep. I can tell that all what I have done just for her and our future. My marrieds future. I just thought that I love her more than I can say. I love her more than I can do. I just love her with my life, my time, my strenght, my breath, my everything. I feel that I do not make her happy yet. I can see that in her face when she is sleeping. Her face just, .. errr.. just . It makes me cry a little bit sometime. If I see it longger and kongger. If I see it deepper and deepper. I feel that I always hurt her in all day by my act at her. I dont know why I feel this thing. But its just happen. I like whatching her face in her slepping. Makes me feel better tomorrow. Makes me strongger to face the life. Sometimes I make a promise to my self. I will be a good husband. Be strong, be good, be wise. All be alright. Love her so badly.
My choice. My life.
